I’ve decided on a whim that I will be using this account more as a personal blog. Purely for when I have a need to tell someone something and I can’t think of anyone that will be interested in it I’ll be writing here.
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I watched both Sweeney Todd and the Blair Witch Project. I really loved both of them. They were great movies on the different ends of th spectrum.
The only thing I didn’t like in Sweeney Todd was the pretty women thing. I felt like Todd’s actions showed how much he loved his wife but the songs just made it about she being beautiful. Which maybe was the intention or to show that’s what others cared about. Again a movie to be analyzed I think. I was NOT waiting Lisa at the end you can be sure of that. Also, awesome songs.
Blair Witch Project was just bone-chilling and I shouldn’t have watched it when I was on top of a mountain surrounded by woods and at midnight. I had to sleep with the lights on because the curtains in my room don’t close the windows completely and the mice were making noise under the floorboards. The end was so fucking scary. Hearing Josh’s screams and than Heather finding parts of his face, like DAMN. And they couldn’t leave the forest and found the damn house. I had to constantly remind myself to calm down because it’s just a movie. The found footage style certainly gives another layer of creepy to the movie.
All in all 2 more great movies are scratched off my list. Would absolutely watch them again.
Okay so I half wasn’t able to connect to internet and half forgot about this blog. I’m on the top of a mountain but am returning in a few days though.
Hey, so I forgot about this for a few days soo quick re-cap. I dyed my hair purple and it was shitty so I dyed one more layer now it’s much better. I look like I came straight out of a magic girl anime.But because it’s summer and I shower a lot it fades away too quick.
I watched Deadpool & Wolverine with my friend over Discord and we liked it. We have decided that Wade and Vanessa are in an open relationship and Wade and Logan fuck on the side. lmao. It was a 2hours long movie and it felt like so little happened in so much time to me. So when we finished my brain errored and couldn’t comprehend how and where I lost 2hours of my life.
I also finally watched The People’s Joker and really liked it. I think it’s a fine movie under the parody genre. It also made me tear up a little in the end. I really want to re-watch it some time and check out some of Vera Drew’s other work.
I’ve been also really getting into taking up French again. I had downloaded some good PDFs from an archive (that got deleted a month ago sadly) and printed out some of the important grammar sheets. My pronunciation is also getting better the longer I practice. I still think it’s a hard language though. After I put some groundwork into French I’m thinking of taking up German again too.
I also also started to watch some How to Draw videos and have been shading circles and drawing lines for the past 2 days. My adhd has been kinda helpful for my self-esteem because when I sleep and wake up it’s like I’ve reset my brain. So when I see my practice sheets in the morning and think ‘hey those are pretty good’ and 'I made those pretty good circles’ I can really believe I drew and shaded those circles even though I don’t remember the process and have always thought my hands could never accomplish something like that. But I’ve done it, somehow someway, I can do it.
So yeah that’s what I have been up to.
Alright, just finished Holy Musical B@tman! and WOW. I loved it so much. I already love puns so much and find them very funny so this musical was perfect for me. The side character henchmen were a nice going joke. I especially loved Penguin between all the Rouges and Two-Face being happy to be a 2nd rate villain was so good to me. Sweet Tooth and Candy made up for the Joker and Harley's absence I think. Alfred's constant identity changes were a funny gig, I was not waiting for Alfred_Irish_v.2 to come back in lmao. I loved Robin and Batman's vibes with each other and they were what made me laugh the most. When Superman and Batman was fighting I was not expecting any of their moves which was AWESOME! The end song with all the superheroes was so good. I loved Clark and Bruce finally bonding. I loved all the costumes and how they were used. IT WAS GOOD I LIKED IT SO MUCH. I really don't remember when I last laughed this much while watching something. I had so much fun watching it and I wish I could experience it blindly again and again.
Okay so I just watched Rocky Horror Picture Show too and WOW I have emotions about it. I can’t give a more detailed feedback right now because my brain is tired bu it was AWESOME. God I want to watch it over and over again. I was so hyped up I was constantly scratching wall beside me to stim. The music was so good I’m sure I’m gonna be singing them for a while. It’s absolutely something I’m gonna watch again.
i just remembered i also want to watch the new Batman: The Caped Crusader. God there’s so many things to watch
Also there’s probably SO much symbolism in Repo! The Genetic Opera I can dig out but I’m kinda tired right now. If my brain decides to operate right I’ll probably write an analysis paper on it for fun some time.
I just watched Repo! The Genetic Opera and it was fine. I found about the movie when I discovered American Murder Song(awesome music) and I’ve wanted to watch it for a long time. It was very gorey and bloody and singy. I was not waiting for a masterpiece so I was not disappointed. It was a different experience than what I’m used to because, like it’s genres are horror and musical and it’s a rock opera. I know horror and musicals but this was a way different experience. I liked the characters very much and I’m in love with the Graverobber’s voice, I think he’s hot. I also loved Blind Mag, her costume and make-up were marvelous, I think. Songs were a bit basic for me. The part where Shilo sang to his dad about being 17 was first cringeful to me but then he slapped her and we saw they were all imaginative was so fucking funny to me. The characters’ stories were interesting but I felt like the movie couldn’t made them connect good enough. Also I think it’s kinda a stupid plot that Nathan was poisoning Shilo. All in all a fine movie that I don’t regret watching.
Next, I’m thinking of watching both Devil’s Carnival movies or the Rocky Horror Picture Show or maybe Sweeney Todd. There’re so many things I want to watch and re-watch.
i just realized why i look so weird blond compared to other times i bleached my hair. It’s because I also bleached my goddamn eyebrows too.
I bleached my hair and eyebrows yesterday and it looks like I changed my whole nationality. I look in the mirror and I look weird lmao. Normally my go to color is green but I couldn’t find any green dye for three weeks which is very fucking annoying. So it’s gonna be purple. Yup I’m going to turn into an eggplant.
Also I finished The Way of the Househusband’s manga yesterday. It was good and I really laughed out loud in some parts. I read the manga instead of watching the anime because I read somewhere the creator didn’t want to get it animated at first. Honestly not sure if it’s true but don’t really care. It was funny and I liked it. It was a good read and a nice way to spend time.